Selfish

In this game there was only me and you
No one else was supposed to come between
The maximum amount of players were two
But there's another player you feen

You see, I let down my walls and took down the barb wire
I ungaurded my heart and trusted that you'd keep it safe
But deep down you crave her, your one secretive desire
It's too bad that I had to figure this out too late

You keep everything she gave you
though you know it isn't smart
She's a part of your past
and yet you hold her in your heart

I thought it was always her getting between me and you
But all this time it was only me getting between you and her
I've only been being selfish to try and keep you to myself
And I've realized that keeping you from her love is obsurd

So I came to the conclusion that I'm the only one to blame
To be the reason for my own pain and to put myself to shame