I Can Hear You

It falls on deaf ears
When you tell me im stupid

It falls on deaf ears
When you say you hate my hair
Or my clothes

I dont care when you say my music is horid
Or that im extremely weird
Because i am

But i do have exceptions

When you say i am nothing
That i will never amount to anything
Or when you say that i could never be loved
And no one will ever love me

My heart sinks to the ground
And my mind seeps deeper into a state of depression

I now feel like nothing
As if im reduced to the dirt beneath your shoes
Is that what i am?....

How am i supposed to know?