It's Beauty at it's Best. (wakeup and reMEmber)

The secret not worth telling,
Causes a heart to be offended,
As guns go off in my mind,
I've been dying for some time now.

These lies I pass through closed lips,
A smile I plaster,
A tear that is hidden.

Beneath the scars I have a heart,
One that may be broken,
Numbness,
It overtakes any emotion.

I've heard these words before,
Over and over,
I'm still shaking from the past,
You make my future harder.

The lies that cover me,
The fear that distracts,
You'll never know,
Never feel the sting I do when you look at me.

You look at the mirror and take it all off,
I look in and cover it all up.

Can't you understand that you meant something?
Do you know that I've been trying to keep myself from falling for so long now,
It's so impossible to touch those feelings you give me with love,
I rather rip them from my heart.

I want to burn these feelings that I thought were true,
I want to kill these demons that are from you,
I want to wipe away my fake smile,
And show you that you make me bleed.

All you do is complain to me,
"Your such a pain",
If you only knew I felt the same.

Your heartless,
Leaving me with shaking hands,
An aching heart.

If my eyes weren't stained with tears,
I could see enough to run,
Or take off the makeup and show you what I've done.