Confusion

Confusion

I don't know how I feel about you.
I don't know how I'm supposed to.
I'm scared and cold and tired.
But I don't know how I feel about you.
And mostly, I'm just confused.

I'm so unsure about what's going on.
I don't know how to react.
I don't know what to think or what to do.
I'm such a wreck.
And I'm so lost in this confusion.

I want you to tell me what you want.
I want you to be happy.
I want to know what I should feel.
I want to find a way out of this.
Out of this confusion.

I wish I knew what to do.
I wish I knew how you felt.
I wish I could figure out what I want.
I wish I could pick a feeling.
I wish I could get out of this confusion.

I'm beaten.
I've been hurt.
I'm not quite broken, but I'm close.
I've been miserable.
And I just don't know anymore. I'm so lost. Lost in this confusion.