Hopeless Devotion

Torn at the seems
ripped from the beggining
nothing ever feels right
but what is wrong?
Judgement has always been there
but why must it be present
time moves on; with memories of you
but why can't we move on
stubborn at heart
but secretly willing to try
i dont love you...
i dont miss you...
I dont need you...
repeated words without meaning
love; is it truely there?
does it really exist.
brought up from false hopes
only to be let down
talk of forever
but can i hate you for your death?
Moving on' is something, i can't do
I dont love you..
I don't miss you..
I don't needd you...
My gift to you my heart is always yours
but has our time run up?
Time moves on; never stopping
yet the world no longer turns
lost in a deep oblivion
Seaching for your light again
complete and total admiration
is all i feel for you
I love you.
I miss you.
I need you.
This is where I find myself
Again...and again..
Here I am..
Hopelessly Devoted.