He was different from all the others...

I look at the floor,
and let my tears run down my cheeks.

I don't let anyone see me cry,
I don't make a sound.

I don't let anyone know,
anythings wrong.

They always leave me alone,
whenever there is.

I tell them to leave me alone,
and they do.

I thought he would be the one,
to tell me no when I said leave me alone.

I was wrong,
I always am.

I thought he was way different,
from all the others.

And he was,
but not in the way I thought he would be.

And he was,
but not in the way I wanted him to be.

He cared,
more then anyone ever has in that way.

But he left,
like all the others had.

Let me cry myself to sleep,
as he did himself.

It hurts to hear his voice,
it hurts to see his face.

It hurts to know he still cares,
it hurts to know I'm still his.

He doesn't realise how much,
he hurt me or how badly.

He only thinks he does,
but he doesn't.

No one does,
and never will...