Hiding My Tears...

These tears in my heart.
They are tearing me apart.
You cant see them.
Thats because they are hidden.

I want to yell, scream.
I just wish it was all a dream.
A fake smile.
It will only last a while.

Please excuse me while I cry.
On my own, yet I will live my little lie.
Pretend im happy.
So no one guesses i feel so crappy.

Bottle it up inside.
I can't confide.
I'll close my shell.
Like a protective spell.

I don't know what to do anymore.
Smiling just seems like a chore.
I want to cry.
And I don't know why.

Just leave me alone.
I want to be on my own.
Wait no i don't, i need your love.
I want you to be my love.

I don't want to be lonely.
But you wont be my one and only.
So ill continue to cry inside.
And ill pretend i never tried.