Might as well...

I might as well rot in a hole and die
Can’t believe all this time it was a lie
You got my hopes up, then made me
Crash down cruelly from the highest sky

You managed to fake it, and I was blinded
Feeling so cold, and numb in my core
My spirit left me, the moment you did
So I might as well just take away what’s left

I look at the shining silver, inviting me close
It became an addiction, as well as the red fluid
Tears fall as the pain echoes through my soul
Taking away what’s left of my strength

As darkness takes over, memories flash by
You were the best thing that happened in my life
Still not sure what made you wanna go
But am sure I have got nothing else to live for

Live with the guilt, live with the shame
Live with my pictures burning in flames
My soul’s gonna hunt you everyday
I’ll break you to shreds like you tore my hurt

These last sounds echoing through my brain
A girl laughing, that was years ago, now in vain
I’m passing through the lights, waiting for my cue
To get away from this hell you’ve put me through