The End
Dark, lonely, painful.
Why can't anyone see I feel this way?
Why doesn't anyone get who I am, who I was, who I want to be, I don't want to be the way I am.
I don't want to feel the way I feel.
Lost, fallling, confused.
Scared of waht I am becoming.
I bleed and no one notices.
I lay and no one notices.
I die and no one notices that I am gone.
Lives go on as before.
No longer a pain that must be dealt with.
No longer a face that can't be remembered.
Wishing everything would just end.
End and be happy, safe, found, loved again by someone, anyone.
Remembered.
Wishing for a new start. Praying that there is a a light were I am going.
Wondering if I will ever find the place where I am truely wanted.
Loved. Hated.
Both seem to mean the same.
Looking for an outlet.
Looking for the end.
Why can't anyone see I feel this way?
Why doesn't anyone get who I am, who I was, who I want to be, I don't want to be the way I am.
I don't want to feel the way I feel.
Lost, fallling, confused.
Scared of waht I am becoming.
I bleed and no one notices.
I lay and no one notices.
I die and no one notices that I am gone.
Lives go on as before.
No longer a pain that must be dealt with.
No longer a face that can't be remembered.
Wishing everything would just end.
End and be happy, safe, found, loved again by someone, anyone.
Remembered.
Wishing for a new start. Praying that there is a a light were I am going.
Wondering if I will ever find the place where I am truely wanted.
Loved. Hated.
Both seem to mean the same.
Looking for an outlet.
Looking for the end.