Where do I belong?

Everyone is meant to be happy, that's what the people say.
and that we all find it one day.
So why is that some of us just have to sit around and watch?
While the other get to join in and take part? Is it because I'm missing a notch?
How am I different from she?
It is because I can't find the key?
The key that will unlock all those doors.
The ones that will free me from fighting these wars.
Where do I stand?
Can I finally stop living in a dreamland?
Will my life ever change?
Or is happiness just to far out of my range?