I am me

I am childish, but very mature.
I am shy, but I know how to talk for myself.
I am random, but not at will.
I am smart, but not a nerd.

I love to write, but I can’t write my own story.

I have lost so many, but I know I have to go on.
I smile, but it doesn’t always reach my heart.
I breath, but it sometimes feels useless.
I have accepted my life, but I want to change it.

I am me.