Not Pretend

I get it. I fucked up. I hurt you really bad. I'm sorry I hurt you. Im sorry I made you sad. But you dont know, you dont understand, I love you so much, your my boy, your my man. And if I could change it, go back in time, I'd change everything I did and you'd still be mine. So lets try to forget it. Lets try this again. But this time its for real, not just pretend. And if again one of us fucks up, we'll move on baby but you know we'll still be in touch. I know we've been through this hundreds of times, but i keep gettin' pulled back, baby i want you mine. I'll do whatever it takes to make you happy again. And if you wanna wait I'll give you time to mend. But just face it, you know it, I want you again. I want to start over, make it better then back then. I miss us, I miss you, I wanna be the girl in your head. I wanna make you happy in and out of the bed. I wanna put a smile straight upon your face, you need to start smilin', get that frown replaced. I know baby I sorta threw your life in a ditch, but baby forgive me, lemme be your bitch. Forget all them other girls there just skanky little hoes, we've been through alot, and I'm the only one that knows, how you always feel, way deep down inside, and I know part of its me, I know I made you cry. But just get it, you know you made me cry too, and I just sat around all the time feelin' blue. But now Im tryin to change it, so our feelins will go back, like they were when we were together, back in the past. And I want you to see me and believe me now, I know we both have changed and we'll make eachother proud. And hun just catch this, I'm tellin you the truth, which I know you dont believe me after the things we have been through. But I want you to believe me, I have no other way to say it, I love you and I want you, and I know were gonna make i. So just gimme a chance, let me show you what ive got, we'll forget about the bad days and all the times we fought. Do you remember that one time? We were just laying in bed? I knew you wanted it so bad, but things were runnin through my head. But now baby just listen Im willing to give you my all. My life, my love, I won't let you fall. I miss you and your smile, your laugh and your face, I wanna kiss you again, all over the place. We've changed, lets do this, lets try it again, but just remember baby, this time its for real, not pretend.