Suicidal kiss.

Why am I broken
Why am I crying
Why does it feel like I'm
Constantly lying
Why am I weak
Why cant sleep
Why wont peace find me
Is it because its coded in death
Will it smell the fear on my breath
I'm so tired of trying
I want to be free
Why wont these demons
Just let me be
I'm lost in this poison
This dangerous maze
The joy in your eyes
Leaves me betrayed
Razors and knives
Fire and glass
The devils that help me
Survive a day
With all the damage you've done
My feelings you played
The torment was never fun
Surrounded by monsters, I try to be brave
I'll wither and scream
Alive in my grave
Now it pains me to say
When better off dead
You'll never be saved.