Me or you

Ice cold faces stare
melting the sunlight in my hair
freezing up my atmosphere
it happens everytime you'r near
i should hate this
i should despise you for it
but some how I can't controle it

I love you for it
i love the heat
that no one but us feels
i love the pain
that really makes me heal
I love the thoughts i shouldn't keep
while my parents lay in their room asleep
i love the feeling of you're hands
as you roam other lands
I love the secrets that I keep
when you hold me fast asleep
but for all the things I love about you
they make me want to leave you for him

He is prince charming
cool and collect
no pain only gain
he lets me keep playing my gane
and acts like I'm sane
he says he loves me
i think it's true
so it becomes
will i save me
or you