The Change

Im so vulnerable, Im so weak
Isolation has turned into my only technique
If you can survive high school, you'll survive in life
If thats the philosophy, then Im soon to die

Its the change, its the loss
Its the drugs, its the cause
Its the sex, its the temptation
Its the scandal, its the frustration

Its the wrong, its the right
Its the confusion but my fight
I have too much pride
To surrender and switch sides
You can say its my hard head, but I much rather die

Go to school and sit on my seat
I dont even talk, just take the defeat
I've lost the smile, I've lost the ambition
I've lost the friends, its become my disposition

I've became torn apart
That was only the start
I dont have a home
I cant be alone
I cant even hug the one that I adore

Im not mentally stable so call it an exaggeration
My minds good when it comes to creations
It causes all my stress
But my pridefulness will stop me from ending up like the rest