What does it matter?

Why should i even try anymore?
I've lost to many friends
For such stupid reasons

Whats the point in continuing
If no one has my back?

Whats the reason to keep breathing
Whats the reason to hide my pain
Why do i even put up with this freakin world anymore?

I could be so much happier, and i've tried.
But i miss my friends
Even the one's who've left me.
Especialy those.

Why cant i just be normal
Have a nice life?

Why cant people understand i'm breakable?
That i'm not the strongest person in the world
And see that i'm just pretending.

Why wont people ever listen?