my unlearned lesson

Its just about the time you chose the road
Ill never know how far you go
Try my hardest not to let it show
Id do that for you
But its hard to watch the shadows
As they slowly fade away
And I should have learned my lesson but,
The pain wont go away
Its like being stuck in frozen tundra
Cant breathe, cant see, cant think
All you feel is cold
But the cold wont numb the pain
Watch the light slowly fade
On my heart you’ve burned your name
Whats the difference between our hands?
Upon my shoulders rests our shame
But its hard to watch the shadows
As they slowly fade away
And I should have learned my lesson but
The rain wont go away
Its like being locked inside a room
No windows, painted white
All you feel is cold and pain
And the emptiness numbs the pain
But there will always be the rain
But im used to the water now..
And its hard to watch the shadows
As they slowly fade away
I thought I learned my lesson but
This scar will never go away…
Ill hold my hand
And run away
Because its hard to watch the shadows
Its hard to watch our shadows
As your thoughts are led astray
Youd think id learn my lesson but,
But I cringe at the break of day…