Suicide

Oh, the pills or the knife?
Shall there be pain or none?
Oh to chose death or life,
This is an easy one!

I can't stand the sadness!
Stabbing pain with each breath.
Oh I miss happiness!
It made me fear the death.

Oh how can I prevent,
This terrible feeling?
I'm ridden with resent
And every bad feeling.

This is the suicide.
My one true suicide.

Oh how could we decide,
To live with the living,
Or ones who suicide?
Suicide, death giving.

Happiness disappeared.
Sadness is all I have.
Why won't it reappear?
Even if it's only half?

Please tell me you love me!
Don't let me suicide.
Though I want to die,
It's so hard to decide.

This is my suicide.
This is what I decide.