Boy i the sky

There once was a girl with the wildest dreams
she danced with a boy who thought up the craziest schemes
the girl had never known just what love meant
but she knew he was an angel heaven must have sent
as they ran through the feilds
the sunlight in their eyes
they laughed so hard
she forgot about goodbeyes
then he turned and said im leaving next week
so they lie hand in hand
they lie by the creek
she lie there to scared
to scared to speak
she couldnt find the right words to say
so she squeezed his hand tight
tried to make the pain go away
ill come with you she said
prepared to leave everything behind
as the words came out her heart dangled on a thread
"you cant come with me" he replied with no shake in his voice
"ive made my decision and your not my choice"
as he let go over her hand and walked into the field
she tried to run
she tried to follow but something stopped her like a giant glass sheild
she scratched and she punched at the obstruction between
this sudden occurance was completely unseen
he faded away long out of sight
then the girl blacked out
she fell into the night
she woke up in a room with no windows, white
tried to move her arms but something bound them tight
"whats going on?" she said as she wrestled and fought
what happened to the boy she had sought?
" you took an overdose" a doctor replied
"you almost died, suicide is what you tried."
so it turns out the boy whom she held so dear
was a figment of a coma, caused by pain and fear
so that night she got home
she pulled out a knife
she ended her fight
she ended her life
and now she dances
with that boy in the sky
and not any longer, does she have to cry.