With Me

I can see you in my dreams,
Smiling right in front of me,
Giving me hugs.

I dream of changing everything,
To stop that day that you died.
To see your smiles,
To see you laugh,
Everyday of my life.

But I know I can't change it,
As time passes us by,
Because you have left,
And I'm still here,
Waiting for a sign,
That you're still here,
With me.

As memories of you,
Enter my mind,
I cry inside,
Hiding it on the outside.

I try not to talk about you,
Bringing the happy moments of us,
To the present day,
Of my mom and I.

She doesn't know,
Of the pain I go through,
Hiding it,
Not letting it show.

My friends,
My family,
Are still here,
As time passes by.
But I know,
That you're up there,
Watching me as I go throughout my life and ways.

Oh,
How I wish,
That you could be,
Down here with me,
Sharing the memories,
And pain,
With me.