Break down, Fall apart

I sit there and prepare,
Maybe we can talk.
I skip everyone else out,
When you begin to walk.
Next thing you know,
You're gone and I'm alone.
What do you expect from me,
When all you do is leave?
Babe, I'm not a peice of meat,
And you should know this, especially,
Because you've been there when it's all fallen down.
You've been there when I've hit the ground.
You've held my hand,
When I needed it the most.
You're the girl,
Who called me her best friend.
You were all I needed but things began to break.
And now, you've changed your world,
It's upside down.
Yeah, you hold back,
What should have been found.
You won't even try,
You just ditch me all the time.
And I'm tired 'cause I know things won't change.
I'm not someone you can ditch,
When your friends come around.
I'm the girl you grab when you hit the ground.
I'm the girl that listens when you spill it out,
And I'm the one who holds you up so you don't fall down.
I'm the girl who's been there through it all,
The one who's never let you even think about starting to fall.
I've been there through break-up's,
And family problems too.
But when things start to change a little,
You start up with an attitude.
Maybe for once, I'd like to be reconginzed.
Maybe I'd like to be on everyone else's side.
Now I see what they see,
When they say you're a fake.
Baby, this is your last chance,
Now don't break. Hold yourself up,
Cause I'm not a stool.
Tear yourself down,
I'm not your fool.
I couldn't care less if you stepped out now,
Cause you're not even really here,
So what's the difference? Tell me how.
I wish I could have helped you more,
And maybe you would have stuck around.
I wish you would have been there more,
And maybe I wouldn't have hit the ground.
Sometimes I wonder why things had tochange,
But that's life and it moves on anyways.