Monster Inside

Everything seems bright and sunny. Happiness floats on the air like bubbles on the wind. Laughter floats all around me, filling my ears with their happiness. But inside of me, below my smiling and happy disguise, I am screaming. Crying, lashing out. Inside, I am dark and angry. I hate the thing I have become, the monster I am inside. I want to let it all go, let my blood flow in a raging stream down my skin. My happiness is nothing but a lie, a cover for the monster that I am inside. Come and break me down, let this world tear me apart now. Stand aside and let the truth be told, let the scars be shown and let my blood flow. No more will the monster hideā€¦