Clouded Eyes

please forgive me, but i must break free
you've got me thinking you're nothing to me.

i started wondering, why have i screwed up
you looked me in the eyes, then told me to shut up

i burst in tears, my laughs turned to frowns
i looked at the sky, which was full of gray clouds

it made me smile, and took my worries away
i even heard something my friends would never say:
"if you cry, i'll do as well, i care so much and always will"
i smiled back then and glanced up there, thank you so much, but my life is hell.

it didn't even care to hear my shame
and started raining to wash the flame

it really did heal, just like no other
with other people i wouldn't even bother

it helped the most as i was crying
with raindrops on my head no one saw me dying