guilt of angels

i longed for absolution
from this dreary life of sin
where the only to end to the sinful story
was the end to what made sin begin
with the devil in my body
and a namesake lucifer
i bore the light to all of my people
even as for the darkness they begged more
and i found myself ith absolution
waiting in the wings
everything i once held dear
was now a bunch of dusty old things
and as i walked around the corner
gazing at the sin i had made
i walked with my light towards the end of these days
and for my services was i paid
with guilt simple guilt
the corners of my eyes stayed dry
full of tears simple tears
as the people turned and asked me why
so i said i had bore all the light i could lift
and i carried it to the masses
when the sin began to ring strong from the fallen angel firmly
did i walk among the corpses lads and lasses
i had killed them all with evildoing
bearing a light that none wanted to see
the only victim of the rapture
was the suicide of me