the death of me

I am killing my self form the inside out
Its like I'm stabbing my self in the chest with a rusty dagger
it plunges deeper slicing through my heart
the heart I used to love you
the heart you broke
I am left prisoner to you
but you push me away
I am never good enough for you
I die for you every day
don't you see how much I love you
do you care
this love is what kills me
I love one who will never love me back
this love it breaks me
pieces of me are dying every day
they turn black and fall off
pieces of me I can never get back
my heart refuses to let go so it brings me down
it ruins me
I am thrown into darkness
with you the only one who can save me
I know you won't though
just leave me lying here dying with every breath
Just let me fall
finish me off
deliver the last blow
shove that dagger deeper
and let me die
I will be forgotten
nothing will remain
my love was just to deep
and it will me the death of me