I'll Follow Another

The heart within me beats to another's presence.
My mind bends to conform to his way.
My eyes see what I want him to see.
Have I lost my originality?
Or have I increased my chances?
Questions bounce across my vision.
Unanswered and unsatisfied.
But there is one truth known to me.
I'll follow another.
Down a path that might not be mine.
But desire has a crippling effect.
It has warped my goals.
Twisted my dreams.
Altered my existence.
Confusion reigns in the kingdom of my mind.
But a single answer fully shows itself.
Will it be my saving patron,
Or my damning flaw?
All I know is one simple fact.
I'll follow another.