Ode To A Life

it was too soon
too sudden for my liking
at a time that was already stressful
so strainuous on my heart and mind

i dont believe that you've left this world
or that you've gone to another
i believe that you are still here
like i'll see you again when i cross the skies to visit
just like always

i want to believe such a thing
but i know that my wishwill never come true
and at tht same time i dont want to believe in the emptiness
the spaces that you've left behind to be filled
but they never will be, for you are not here

it was too soon
too sudden for my liking
at a time that was already stressful
so strainuous on my heart and mind