DISENCHANTMENT (THE DAY THE FUTURE DIED)

Felt like I had it all
Before I started to fall
Way down

Now I wonder if it was true
Or just a dream
Based on the vision of what life can be

The white light blinded my eyes
Is this how it feels
To be in love with someone else’s life?

My heart is cold and stale
So pour my blood away
You know I cannot stay in this world

I’m the prowl of regret
My eyes are turning wet
Yesterday went by way too soon

Last night I dreamt about my needless struggle
And all the pain inside
I wonder if I was better off dead

I cannot be alive
But I don’t wanna die
If life scares hell out of me
How can death be any worse?

I can’t find a reason to believe
So I guess I will go down
When it’s all over
It’s not only life that will torture me

Lost between birth and death
Well – life is a nightmare
And the world is a scary movie to me
So how could hell be any worse?

As it feels like
I’m already rotting in hell
Can’t you hear me?
From this agony I need to escape.