Smile

How do you smile when your heart is breaking?
How do you smile when you feel its fading?
How do you smile when you feel your bleeding on the inside?
How do you speak when you have to smile all the time to please others?
How do you cry while smiling?
How do you laugh when inside your dying?

I'll tell you how;

You take the blows
You take the pain
You take the verbal abuse
You take the hollowness
You take your heart
You take your tears
You take your feelings

And you bury it deep inside;

There will be another show tonight and
For the rest of your life
Cheer up, darling!
Its not really a long ride
One day you'll die
And you will have peace from this miserable lie.
♠ ♠ ♠
I just had a huge fight with my mother and I just notice something although we are the best of friends...we can't live together we are just to different. Her mentality is in the 1800's when children didn't have a right to say or feel. I'm to democratic for that and I believe we all have a right to express how we feel. Let's just say our relationship has taken a deadly turn I've made a change and although she doesn't know. I'm done with it, I'm over the arguing, I'm over the stress, I'm over her and my teachers in general. I'll speak to her when necessary and I pull my own weight around here but this relationship will never be the same. I cant keep doing this or I'll die of a heart attack from keeping this all bottle inside. Thank God for writing right? :-)