Torturious Abuse (Not a poem its a song.)
I can see past your eyes so full of lies.
You can fool everyone but me.
I dont believe anything you say anymore.
Ive seen the real you.
You like when were alone.
You call it bonding time.
I call it abuse.
Yet I cant escape from you.
Chorus:
Mommy please dont leave me home alone.
When he gets home hell hurt (beat) me.
Ill awake in the morning covered in bruises.
Mommy hell want to play with me.
Mommy cant see what you do.
I cant tell her or Ill be hurt even more.
I just walk to my room,
Ill fall asleep with tears staining (stinging) my cheeks.
As mommy goes to work.
My sister goes to bed.
You look at me with that look in your eyes.
Thats when I start to cry.
I knew what was coming.
But I cant do a damn thing to stop you.
You throw me on your bed,
And cover my mouth to muffle out my screams.
Chorus (2x)
I accidently left my cup on the table.
I knew what was about to happen,
When you called me to your room
And locked the door behind me.
Your fist slams against my face.
AS tears stream down my cheeks.
Your belt welts my back
And the only thing I know I can do is flinch.
I want my thoughts to become reality.
Where you get what youve given.
In my dreams I put slashes against your back
And I make you pay for what your did to me.
Chorus:
(WHY)
Daddy please dont hit me.
Look at the slashes on my back
Look at the saddness within my eyes.
And the only thing i want to hear is a "I love you."
Daddy please be nice at least for mommy.
(DON'T)
Daddy please dont do it again.
Dont hit me across the face.
Youll make people wonder.
Youll have me question (DADDY!)
(STOP)
As I lay on your bed,
During our play time.
I finally realized that youve officially killed my soul
And I am no longer more.
(PLEASE)
I lay there still as a tree
Because i finally know that deep down
Youll never change
And this torturous abuse will never end.
You can fool everyone but me.
I dont believe anything you say anymore.
Ive seen the real you.
You like when were alone.
You call it bonding time.
I call it abuse.
Yet I cant escape from you.
Chorus:
Mommy please dont leave me home alone.
When he gets home hell hurt (beat) me.
Ill awake in the morning covered in bruises.
Mommy hell want to play with me.
Mommy cant see what you do.
I cant tell her or Ill be hurt even more.
I just walk to my room,
Ill fall asleep with tears staining (stinging) my cheeks.
As mommy goes to work.
My sister goes to bed.
You look at me with that look in your eyes.
Thats when I start to cry.
I knew what was coming.
But I cant do a damn thing to stop you.
You throw me on your bed,
And cover my mouth to muffle out my screams.
Chorus (2x)
I accidently left my cup on the table.
I knew what was about to happen,
When you called me to your room
And locked the door behind me.
Your fist slams against my face.
AS tears stream down my cheeks.
Your belt welts my back
And the only thing I know I can do is flinch.
I want my thoughts to become reality.
Where you get what youve given.
In my dreams I put slashes against your back
And I make you pay for what your did to me.
Chorus:
(WHY)
Daddy please dont hit me.
Look at the slashes on my back
Look at the saddness within my eyes.
And the only thing i want to hear is a "I love you."
Daddy please be nice at least for mommy.
(DON'T)
Daddy please dont do it again.
Dont hit me across the face.
Youll make people wonder.
Youll have me question (DADDY!)
(STOP)
As I lay on your bed,
During our play time.
I finally realized that youve officially killed my soul
And I am no longer more.
(PLEASE)
I lay there still as a tree
Because i finally know that deep down
Youll never change
And this torturous abuse will never end.