Despair

Time is slowing down,
As this razor kisses my skin,
Deep down to the veins,
I moan as guilty pleasures release endorphins,
This is a sin,
Deep as a well,
I'm surlely going to hell,
I sigh as the blood pours,
Down to the floor,
Puddles of crimson,
Filled to the brim,
With despair,
I can't be repaired,
These scars won't heal,
My apathy won't fade,
I will be broken forever...