Pain and Suffering

I sit in the corner
this is a bad place to be
all the pain
that my mother caused me

a scar on my leg
a bruise on my face
she caused me fear
she caused me misery

you told me you loved me
you said you would die for me
you hurt me
you nearly killed me

remember mother
all the tears
all my sorries
didn't you care

was the love a joke
did you change your mind
was my life a waste of time
did you ever want me

your hearts was black
as well as your soul
you had so much fury
you took it out on me

mother i love you no matter what
mother please forgive me
I'm sorry for being bad
you're the only one I have

I'll never forget the person
who made my body so weak
I'll keep loving you more and more
mother I love you heaps

on my bed is where I lie
not knowing whether to run or cry
no idea to live or die
you created this fear mother...why?

I never know what's coming next
will it be a whipping or the knife
I must not be loved, my little heart yearns
mother the pain will never go away.