Broken

I am broken
I can't tell how I really feel
No one would understand
No one would be able to stand
Just how much I keep inside
Its tough, pretending to be so strong
Breaking down is what I secretly do
I am a mess
All of my demons have been acting up
Putting me down and
Suffocating me with all this stress
I am weak
Not able to contain all this crap
With you and with the family
Were all slowly breaking down
I am ruined
Falling apart is the easy part
Catching yourself before the fall
Is the difficult part
I have to stand up and get past this
But everything won't stop piling up
My demons are staying out
No one will stay with me
And help me through this pain.