Robert, Please Forgive Me

Sure, I liked you before
I liked you a lot
Before I knew you
And then it spilled out
Across the pavement
On the streets
The truth spills out
Onto my feet
I slipped on it
Unable to grasp it
And you think it would be the same
After all that
But it's not
Things change
I'm sorry
But I can't be saved
I don't feel the same way anymore
After I saw the real you
But I still love you for the friend
I always knew
Apparently that didn't matter
It's all a joke now
I was just another book
You only read the first chapter on
Why don't you text me anymore?
What's wrong with me?
I feel like I've done something wrong
But I'm only letting the truth free
I am opening up to you
And need all the comfort from you
So please text back
A simple, "How do you do?"
It would warm my heart
On this chilly day
I will spill it all
In a heartbeat if I could
But you don't respond back
And now I am shamed
Please, just go
You've hurt me enough
And my soul
I don't want to know
What it feels like to be loved
I already know
It always bounds
It traps you inside
Making you cry
Making you die
Because she doesn't love you back
And I'm sorry I don't
I just can't that's all
You don't deserve me
We're not meant to be
Because I can't stand your ever changing mood
I can't stand your ever changing hair
We believe in different things
We're both too stubborn
We always fight
Is it right?
Am I wrong?
You know this is true
Don't deny it
I'm sorry for everything
What my sister did
And what I didn't do
I have too many problems for you to handle
Since you have problems of your own
And I never seem to really understand
And I don't understand that I don't understand
I see how it is
So I let it be
Please just try and forgive me