One Bitter-Sweet memory.

The only place where I truly feel free,
The place without fear,
The place where I can shed my protective barrier,
And be perfectly vulnerable,
No worry of people judging me,
No worry of trying to hide myself,
Or put on a face for hours on end,
For there I can be myself,
Even though it's such a simple place,
A track,
I don't run,
But it's a calm place,
With only one major memory,
One that I want to keep forever,
With the gentle breeze blowing,
Where I can just lie on the grass,
And just think,
I've found my heaven,
That one special place,
Where nothing goes wrong,
No matter how terrible you feel,
But slowly that place is being filled with sad memories,
Says a lot about what's happening,
Slowly that place is becoming my hell,
But once this darkness ends,
That place will be calm and peaceful again,
The only place on Earth where I want to get away to,
Just because of one bitter-sweet memory.