Feelings or Scars?

It's times like this
when I just don't know what to do.

My depression is consuming me
and there's no where to run.

No place I can run away from myself
No place I can run away from this-
these emotions that consume me
for no reason at all.

There is only something else
that I can choose.

I can sit here
and let my depression
make me feel so very rotten.

Or, I can cut.

I haven't for a while
And don't want
to add to my scars
But what other choice do I have
besides feeling like shit?!?!