Feelings or Scars?
It's times like this
when I just don't know what to do.
My depression is consuming me
and there's no where to run.
No place I can run away from myself
No place I can run away from this-
these emotions that consume me
for no reason at all.
There is only something else
that I can choose.
I can sit here
and let my depression
make me feel so very rotten.
Or, I can cut.
I haven't for a while
And don't want
to add to my scars
But what other choice do I have
besides feeling like shit?!?!
when I just don't know what to do.
My depression is consuming me
and there's no where to run.
No place I can run away from myself
No place I can run away from this-
these emotions that consume me
for no reason at all.
There is only something else
that I can choose.
I can sit here
and let my depression
make me feel so very rotten.
Or, I can cut.
I haven't for a while
And don't want
to add to my scars
But what other choice do I have
besides feeling like shit?!?!