The one I love and The one I hate

He is so easy to love,
He is so easy to hate,
He is gorgeous, sweet and kind,
He is delusional, controlling and unstable,

One I love,
One I hate,

My heart has doubled its size,
As well as been ripped,
I’m happy and angry at the same time,
Never knowing what to feel,

One I love,
One I hate,

Smooth sailing,
The road has been tricky,
It’s only going to get better,
It’s only going to get worse,

One I love,
One I hate,
As it turned out I was being used,
The ending has begun,
I’m letting you go,
Don’t try to warn me; I know your game,

Neither I love,
Neither I hate,
Neither are worth it,
Neither I could forget.

No matter how hard I wish.