Why?

why should we keep trying
if we will only fall to the floor

i just wana let go
let the waves take me
lets them take me into a forbidden place!
so i don't have to deal with you
your constant overlapping emotions
your overlapping signs
of disgust and love

you say u love me
some of your actions say it
while others say
your just a close whore!

stop treating me like a toy
a play thing.....i need love
not the thing you do every night
i need you
not your body
your heart