Cliff-Jumping

Seizures infuse my body
I'm shaking so uncontrollably
The sweat drips from my pores
And the bruising swells
My heart is pumping fastly
There's 10 seconds until it bursts
Your face keeps squeezing in my brain
It won't go away
I'm addicted to the fantasies of you
Why must I live so horribly
Only dreaming of you in my sheets
Wishing that you'd say through our eyes
I practically can't go a day
Without you in my presence
You're penetrating my brain
I scream in complete agony
It's so pathetic, and I'm afraid
I'm just another annoyance
I want to be able to look up at you
As we're standing there, standing in the rain
Arms draped around the other
As I look up into your beautiful features
You say the heart stopping words; escaped
If only if only
But love is now wrecked
All these wishes are blinding my eyes
If only the bleeding would stop
And the clocks would cease to tick
And it would be just you and I