My Human Ecstasy

The tv is my eyes
And it has broken and turned black and white
The black is my heart
And the white is my soul
... The white is fading out
Soon all that is left is a morbid heart
In desperate need of cleanliness

You did this to me
But maybe you don't know it yet
You may never know you how you did it
How you killed me faster
Than I ever knew possible

You were stuck in your coma
Your heart filled with lust
Touching bodies and using them
To cover your heartbreak of her
Honey, I'm not that naive
I understand more than you know...

It's so sad and immoral
Is what I said to you
As you sank and confessed, said you wouldn't do it anymore
As long as your heart didn't burn for me

You remember the occasion...
Was that another self indulgence...?
All these frustrations fill until they burst
And I want so much to know the truth
I cannot seem to be free from your grasp
Because now you're my human ecstasy
I am so addicted call the doctor
The anti drugs aren't working
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Don't you see?
These blanks need filling