Immortal Wishes of a False Reality (2006)

I watch you wander without care.
I see how at God you glare.
You wish to die, but fear your death.
You wish to live, but to have no breath.

Oh dear child, I could grant your wish.
Give you your dreams, with one painful kiss.
I'd trade my life for the one you own.
To share our hopes and fears in the unknown.

I've heard rumors of your blue skies.
I'd trade it's color for the one of my eyes.
Then tears would run like liquid sapphires.
Then skies would gleam like bloody mires.

You fear to die and long to live,
But is that a price you're willing to give?
You may lorn your death to never,
but would you be any happier living forever?

I ask myself these endless questions,
and find myself with no suggestions.
I'd miss you so if you left this life,
but granting your wish, would bring you strife.

Suicide is failed when one can't die.
Life is love when one can't cry.
I wish I was you and you wish you were me,
but what's in front of you, is not all you see.

There's more to death, there's more to life;
like there's more to a gun, and more to a knife.
So at that, I leave you with one last word,
live your dreams, may your voice be heard.
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I like this up until the ending. I was only 13 or 14 when I wrote it, though, so, yeah.