Why am i the one?

Sick of him
Sick of my love

I wish i could give us up
I wish i could just hide

It hurts, when he walks by
It hurts when i hear his voice

Tears form when i think about us
Tears form when i think about how we used to be

I was the one who said goodbye
I was the one who ended it all

Then why am i the one still in love?
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Yeah..........