Too Much: my almost story of a tragic ending!
You give and you take
you don't care
you want him and him only
and he wants her and her only
their perfect..
yea perfect little pricks.
they tease
they bully
you didn't do anything
wrong at all
they don't care
and they don't mind
you can fight back
you took it for two years
no way to escape
you only heard you'll be okay
and what ever they're my best students
the lunchroom
the milk
the one person food fight
the laughter
the humilation
the silents
and no hero
but you had your
the were tricked
conned
flipped out
not themselves
now you're a
battle of one
no one to hold you
cry with you
feel your pain
you had no one
no one cared
you wanted him
she hated you
what happened
use to be friends
what got between us
peburty or him.
he got you
and you tricked me
never cared
used
tricked
you were so good
it was too much
no one understood
you thought
i was there
i saw what
happened that day
i saw you in the bathroom
crying
cutting
trying your way out
bleeding
i did nothing
i stood there
judging
thinking look another emo
but you reached out for me
i declined
ignored
nothing
i laughed
i teased and mocked
you cried
tissues for your pain
maybe for the blood
way too much of it
pouring out
it hurt so bad
alone
in the house
you were in mine
but as you see
you had
me
a friend
someone who you cried
to
laughed with
remember the all nighter before exams
how you coudn't stop laughing
how you wanted the one friend
that's what i was
but i guess it wasn't enough
she didn't stop
it got worse
the scars came back
i tired..
i cried
she took it too far
and for what
a slap on the wrist
you slit yours
wasn't quick
no bullet for her
but one for you
i was here
i visit you everyday
i cry everyday
you could've gotten married
for the friend i lost
a life lost
a smile lost
the talent you had
we found it
the journals
published
the story told
the message heard
i get tears just thinking of the friend
i lost
she's still living
a happy life
why you
why didn't i come over
you asked
stupid mom
i blame me
i could've made you laugh
no tears
for the friend i lost
i love you
i'll always remember you
author's note: do you see the things that bullying causes and all of the pain that you can bring. what about the jail time you could face. how could you live day by day knowing that you put the bullet in someone's skull or you slit their wrists for the stupid ignorant things that your dumb self says cause you thought that it was funny.. you know what stop being so freaking insecure and grow -up. this could've been me but i lived.. ive stopped cutting and theirs no more pain...
you don't care
you want him and him only
and he wants her and her only
their perfect..
yea perfect little pricks.
they tease
they bully
you didn't do anything
wrong at all
they don't care
and they don't mind
you can fight back
you took it for two years
no way to escape
you only heard you'll be okay
and what ever they're my best students
the lunchroom
the milk
the one person food fight
the laughter
the humilation
the silents
and no hero
but you had your
the were tricked
conned
flipped out
not themselves
now you're a
battle of one
no one to hold you
cry with you
feel your pain
you had no one
no one cared
you wanted him
she hated you
what happened
use to be friends
what got between us
peburty or him.
he got you
and you tricked me
never cared
used
tricked
you were so good
it was too much
no one understood
you thought
i was there
i saw what
happened that day
i saw you in the bathroom
crying
cutting
trying your way out
bleeding
i did nothing
i stood there
judging
thinking look another emo
but you reached out for me
i declined
ignored
nothing
i laughed
i teased and mocked
you cried
tissues for your pain
maybe for the blood
way too much of it
pouring out
it hurt so bad
alone
in the house
you were in mine
but as you see
you had
me
a friend
someone who you cried
to
laughed with
remember the all nighter before exams
how you coudn't stop laughing
how you wanted the one friend
that's what i was
but i guess it wasn't enough
she didn't stop
it got worse
the scars came back
i tired..
i cried
she took it too far
and for what
a slap on the wrist
you slit yours
wasn't quick
no bullet for her
but one for you
i was here
i visit you everyday
i cry everyday
you could've gotten married
for the friend i lost
a life lost
a smile lost
the talent you had
we found it
the journals
published
the story told
the message heard
i get tears just thinking of the friend
i lost
she's still living
a happy life
why you
why didn't i come over
you asked
stupid mom
i blame me
i could've made you laugh
no tears
for the friend i lost
i love you
i'll always remember you
author's note: do you see the things that bullying causes and all of the pain that you can bring. what about the jail time you could face. how could you live day by day knowing that you put the bullet in someone's skull or you slit their wrists for the stupid ignorant things that your dumb self says cause you thought that it was funny.. you know what stop being so freaking insecure and grow -up. this could've been me but i lived.. ive stopped cutting and theirs no more pain...