Meaningless

I walk this endless path of pain and suffering.
Yet I walk this path of happiness and joy.

This world that was created by God why did he make it so painful?
Why would he want his children made in his image to feel this way?

I guess Angels are lucky they never get to feel this way.
I wish I could just feel numb like nothing matters.
To walk this earth with no worries about what was going to happen.
I wonder what it would feel like to not care.

Life is a monster.

Remember that monster that hid in your closet or under your bed?
What did you call it?
The Boogyman? Mr. Scary?
I called mine Life.

It looked like a Angel crossed with a Vampire.
Lovely but deadly.

Angels, cursed to watch over us humans for all eternity.
Vampires, cursed to watch all us go by, walk this earth for eternity, to live forever.

Which is better?

What do you dream about?
I dream in darkness.
All there is are voices.
Fighting, screaming, trapped.
Begging to be let out.

Whats your favorite emotion?
Mines numbness.

Nothing matters and I don't care about anything.
Not even life matters.
Just take it away God
take my meaningless life away.