Fly above the dark clouds

Will someone, please
give me wings and
teach me how to fly?

I need to fly
above these dark clouds
that have gathered
in my sky.

Before,
My blade helped me
to rise above
these dark clouds
and helped me
to feel invincible.

But that was then
and
This is now.

I wanna fly above these clouds
Without using my once-loved self-harm.

So, won't someone give me wings
and teach me how to fly?