can i win this fight?

They all hate me
They like to tease me
I’m sorry I’m different
Don’t blame my parent

No Mrs. . Counselor I’m fine
I just had no time
Yes I a woke to late
Have you seen my fate?

Don’t try to guess my problem
It’ll just grow the momentum
It’ll slide down hill
Just take the pills

It screams at me with force
If I don’t do it I’ll be filled with remorse
“Take it! Take it!” it hisses
Could i? Will I be missed?

No! I can’t do this!
This is like an unwanted kiss!
Disgust runs me over
I have won, but not for forever