Forgiveness

Forgiveness.
You told me you were sorry.
You expected me to forgive you.
You told me you loved me.
I believed you.
That bobble head blondie you always bring up, was she the one?
Were you trying to get me jealous or just trying to break my heart?
I realized that I can't forgive you.
If I forgive you I would be lying to myself.
You are not forgiven.
Not now, not ever.
Forgiveness is not an option