Which is the greater storm?

Outside thunder booms across the sky
Inside shouts boom inside my mind
Outside rain falls
Softly dropping to the earth
Inside tears are held tight
Behind my shuttered lids
Outside, building falls, houses crumple
as the wind makes its presence known
Inside things tumble and crash, left behind in the wake
Of my turbulent passage
outside the earth moves and shakes along its fault lines
Inside I am breaking, the cracks in my heart radiating out to the rest of me
Outside, Lighting flashes
Arcing across the tempest torn sky
Freezing the moment
The wild beauty of the storm outside
It’s turmoil has been released
my face pressed against the pane
tears hiding behind my eyes
Body shaking with a feeling so great that I won’t let out
two storms
one without
one within
Which is the greatest storm?