Still Reaching Yet to Reach Higher

Love?
My Gosh, I hate that word,
For it seems I can't play along.
Yes it is true,
I don't see lovers blue,
But how can one see,
that he's not shollow?

It apears that only
old people love
or the ones who
cannot love themselves.
I need a helping hand here,
I'm to short to reach the shelves.
It's time I see what's up there,
Time to reach higher?
Maybe I can brake the code,
The secoret code about Love.