I Want To Be

I want to be
Skinny-tall, will not fall, with limbs long and a scratchy drawl
Tan-dark, a white girl at heart but with skin at which people will remark
Able to take the biggest bong rips, have the sharpest hips, saved up 100 joint clips
People will see
Clothes of all black, over-sized pack balancing on my back, not being able to crack
Patches up and down my legs, one goal in my head, no sleep and no bed
A girl who collects hearts and knows she is smart and treats everything as art
I'm getting there soon
I'll be hitting the road before I self-implode or explode just by doing what I'm told
Hopping onto trains, ignoring the pains, just focusing on the lifestyle's gains
Hitting the bong the hardest, knowing I'm the smartest, ripping off my harness
Before I know it I'll be
Tall, thin, knows how to win, with a tan face and a crooked grin from the places I've been
Long brown hair, knotted up and snared, looking like I don't care
Cigarette dangling from my lips, razor sharp hips, your stomach doing back flips.